It's a Boy!

Yes, can you believe it because I can't, there is another Miller boy in the making! We went yesterday so Myra could tell us what was in the future more blue or some pink. I know she was a little hesitant but she took a big breath and announced "Its another BOY guys". My reaction was to not really say anything and try to soak it in but as I was trying to stay strong I felt a stream of tears go down my cheek. Don't get me wrong I am very excited to have another healthy baby boy its just the realization that I will never get to experience all those fun and special mother daughter moments that I got to do and am still having with my mother. If you have a daughter you know what I am talking about. Girls night out, some one to go with you to the Mother's day banquets, trips to the salon, and all that other fun girl stuff. I know eventually I will stop thinking about it but that desire for a daughter will never fade. In the mean time I will enjoy the the two and soon to be three wonderful boys that God has blessed me with. I love them with all my heart and am so happy that God has given them to us. I will tell you they melt my heart when they just come and give you hugs, kisses and tell you they love you just out of the blue. As I am writing this the boys are both laughing and dancing to music. It puts a smile on my face. You know that's all you can really ask for, happy, healthy children. And with that I feel Blessed and can just say Thank You Lord for all you have done and given to me. So, in March we will happily welcome "Clayton Vance Miller" Clayton after my wonderful Grandfather who really has been more like my father to me then anything and Vance after Jeff's father. We look forward to meeting this little guy. I know he will be here before we know it.